Things with my friend who I kissed are okay, I think.
He messaged me saying he didn't want it to be awkward between us, so we should just talk about it and get it over with so we can stay mates, I replied 'we were both pretty drunk and it shouldn't have happened, I really hope we can stay friends because I'd hate if it was awkward between us.'
It seemed to work we had a semi-normal conversation, but I feel like he kept talking for too long, asked too many questions. I don't know, I'm probably just being really up myself, he probably doesn't like me at all, he probably only messaged me because he think I'm in love with him or something and he didn't want it to be awkward for me. Haha, who knows. I read way too much into everything.

I had an appointment with my GP this morning. I actually forgot about it because I normally see him at 4 pm, I completely forgot because he was on holiday he'd booked me in as his first 8.30 am appointment so he could see me as soon as possible. Luckily the receptionist was really nice and told me to stick around and I got to see him barely five minutes after I turned up.
He hadn't received his copy of the letter the mental health team (I hate the sound of that, I don't feel like I'm mentally ill) sent yet, so he said he'll ring me when he gets it - he also took my mobile number this time so he won't have to ring my house phone ever again - and then I'll have to go back in to see him.
I actually stood up for myself for the first time ever, and said I didn't see the CBT helping in the long term, because it only really solves the maladaptive coping strategies, and does nothing to relieve the problems which are causing me the need these coping strategies. And he agreed with me.
He told me he still thinks I should go to a couple of the appointments, but that if I don't think it's working for me then he'll ring the mental health clinic on my behalf and say that I've tried it but it's not working so he thinks they need to give me some kind of medication.
I'm really starting to like him. I can tell from his language that he hates my dad. I feel like he's on my side. He doesn't try to defend my dad or use my dad's stroke as an excuse for his behaviours, he just says he understands my dad is a major cause of stress and anxiety that I can't escape from, so he thinks medication to help numb the feelings my dad causes would be good.

My parents have been arguing so much recently. I think their first argument of the day was because my mum didn't put the scissors back in the drawer. My dad was screaming at her for ages, he's pathetic.
Then she started having a go at him because of how messy the house is after he sits around at home doing literally nothing all day. He turned it round and said that it was me who makes all the mess, and she never has a go at me for leaving my shoes out, so why is she picking on him? Etc etc.
I just stood in the kitchen listening to them fight over me for ages.
My dad has never once told me to clean up, he acts like I don't exist most of the time.
During my mental health assessment (which my parents still don't know about) the psychologist thought I was exaggerating when I said I stay home from school all day and my dad doesn't notice me in the house, she told me it was my anxieties talking.
Today I went to my friend's to revise. I was gone for at least three hours, when I got home all he said was "oh, I didn't even notice you'd gone out" then he just walked off.
I'm so invisible.